I can't Keep it Inside

How am I suppose to confront, if I am afraid.
But then if you are afraid,
you wont learn the knowledge.
Confronting my fear,
The fear of rejection.
What I fear the most.

Even when I already know the outcome.
When I know when someone do not want to say it,
like the internet chat or text;
it can send a signal saying,
"F*&^ OFF" I get it. Also, when someone says,
"I can't be in a relationship right now" It really means,
I don't want any relationship with YOU right now...
or I'm just not that into you to go into the next level,
but we can be friends...

The rejections The stomp on heart feeling,
the feeling that I do not like to have...
What is even more hurtful is that I stayed friends with these jerk faces.