October

October begins and I'm still me,
Still single,
almost a whole year,

sucks that I didn't get to do most of my bucketlist this summer,
hopefully next year,
did do Tough Mudder,
proud of myself,
met new people,
met new guys,
but I think I'm just their friend
I'm always going to be just a FRIEND...

Ask me, "WHY?" Why am I do not have a boyfriend?
I don't know,
I think it's me, I don't know if I'm attractive enough, or cooler enough to hangout with them...
maybe because I'm boring...

But it's october... holidays are coming...
a lot of things I want to do to occupy myself...
I can't wait.